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I have some news at last. Things don't really happen here, as you might have guessed, but at the moment at least something's going on. I went back to university. One last attempt at getting a degree. Maybe I shouldn't have posted this. Who knows if it might jinx my chances, but they were never very good to begin with, so I'm going to risk it. LOL.

So far I've only been to the introduction and the first lecture (and I won't be able to go to that many), but at least so far, so good. It seems interesting and not as difficult as I feared in my worst moments of insomnia... As for the people in my group, well, at least there are about 14 guys, so that's nice, even if most of them aren't really my type. Too many of them are too young (for me, and that's saying a lot LOL) and the rest - well, I don't know. The majority of the twenty odd students are female and those too are kids. About 19 most of them. Needless to say I was invisible to all my group, possibly including the professor (who wasn't my type either, way too old, for one).

Yesterday started out quite well, but as you can see from my last post, it began to deteriorate pretty soon. Even so I now officially have three nice things to note in this blog post (for yesterday).

1. I woke up at a decent time in the morning and I was fully rested! (Of course I had to go for 48 hours without sleep to achieve that, but still).
2. 1000 people have read my Cold Case fic Winding Road on FanFiction.net!
3. I watched quite a fun movie yesterday (Dinotopia). I love that universe.

Another thing -  I think I might have ADHD. That might explain a few things. I haven't had a diagnosis so I could still be wrong, but so far everything I've read sounds far too familiar. Not sure how I feel about that. In a way, it will be creepy to have a sort of disability but on the other hand, it will be a relief to know that I'm not just a stupid, worthless failure for no reason.

That's all for now. Updates later (if there's anything to update).